Sam: No matter what I did, you wouldn't shoot.
Dean: It was the right move, Sam. It wasn't you.
Sam: Yeah, this time. What about next time?
Dean: Sam, when Dad told me I might have to kill you, it was only if I couldn't save you. Now, if it's the last thing I do, I'm going to save you.
1- life of my own , 3 doors down
never risky, never scared, one closer to the edge, nothing valued, think no fear. always wondering why you're here.
all your purposes are gone, nothing's right and nothing's wrong, nothing ventured nothing gay, feel no sorrow feel
no pain. kiss me while I'm still alive, kill me while I kiss the sky, let me die on my own terms let me live and let me learn
now I've followed my own way I'll live on to another damn day, freedom carries sacrfice, remember when this world's
Sam: There's so much evil out in the world, Dean, I feel like I could drown in it...
2- by my side, 3 doors down
they blazed a trail I dared to run they built this world and I have come I need another, like a brother for a cryin' shoulder.
this could be the last time you will stand by my side, I can feel my soul it's bleeding will you fly with me this evening? sober
mind time now is gone, they carved my body not of stone, a pretty maze emptiness I've said the hell with all the rest. this could be
the last time you will stand by my side I can feel my soul it's bleeding will you fly with me this evening?
Dean: Dad, I know I've left messages before. I don't even know if you get 'em. But I'm with Sam and we're in Lawrence and there's something in our old house. I don't know if it's the thing that killed Mom or not...but... I don't know what to do. So whatever you're doing, if you could get here...please. I need your help, Dad.
3- so I need you, 3 doors down
if you could step into my head tell me would you still remember me? if you woke up in my bed tell me would you hold me or would you simply let it lie leaving me to wonder why I can't get you out of this head that I call mine and
I will say oh no can't let you go my little girl, because you're holding up my world, so I need you. your imitation of my walk and the perfect way you talk, it's just a couple of the million things that I love about you, so I need you. If I jumped off the Brooklyn bridge tell me would you follow me, if I made you mad today tell me would you love me tomorrow please or would you say that you don't care and just leave me standing here?
Sam : My daddy shot your daddy in the head.
4- i'm no good, amy winehouse
Meet you downstairs in the bar and heard your rolled up sleeves and your skull tee shirt. you say what did you do with him today? and sniff me out like I was Tanqueray. cause you're my fella my guy, hand me your stella and fly
by the time I'm out the door you're ten men down like Roger Moore. I cheated myself like I knew I would I told you I was trouble, you know that I'm no good.
Dean: Why did he do it?
Sam: He did it for you.
Dean: Exactly. How am I supposed to live with that?
5- lonely day, system of a down
such a lonely day and it's mine. the most loneliest day of my life. such a lonely day should be banned, it's a day that I can't stand, the most loneliest day of my life, the most loneliest day of my life. such a lonely day shouldn't exist, it's a day that I'll never miss. such a lonely day and it's mine, the most loneliest day of my life. and if you go, I want to go with you. and if you die, I want to die with you. take your hand and walk away.
Dean: Hey, Sam?
Dean: Now that this is all over, I want you to tell me what that secret was.
Sam: Look, you're my brother. And I'd die for you. But there are some things I need to keep to myself.
6- going under, evanesence
now I will tell you what I've done for you, fifty thousand I've cried. screaming and bleeding for you,and you still won't hear me, I'm going under. don't want your hand this time I'll save myself, maybe I'll wake up for once. not tormented daily defeated by you, just when I thought I'd reached the bottom. I died again, I'm going under drowning in you, I'm falling forever I've got to break through. blurring and stirring the truth and lies (so I don't know what's real and what's not) always confusing the thoughts in my head, so I can't trust myself anymore.
Dean: What's dead should stay dead.
7 - haunted, evanesence
Long lost words whisper slowly to me still can't find what keeps me here. When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there. watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down, fearing you loving you I won't let you pull me down. hunting you I can smell you - alive. your heart pounding in my head.
Sam: We got work to do.
8- show me how to live, audioslave
In with the early dawn moving right along I couldn't buy an eye of sleep, an in the aching night under satellite I was not received. with the stolen parts a telephone in my heart someone get me a priest to put my mind to bed, this ringing in my head is this a cure or is this a disease?
Shapeshifter as Dean: He's sure got issues with you. You got to go to college. He had to stay home - I mean, I had to stay home - with dad. You don't think I had dreams of my own? But dad needed me. Where the hell were you?
9- all over you, live
our love is like water, pinned down and abused for being strange, our love is no other than me alone for me all day our love is like water pinned down and abused all over you all over me, the sun the fields the sky, I've oftened tried to hold the sea, the sun, the fields, the tide. pay me now, lay me down. our love is like water pinned down and abused for being strange, our love is no other than me alone for me all day, our love is like angels pinned down and abused. lay me down. our love is no other than me alone.
Sam: Dean, are you here? I couldn't find anything in the book. I don't know how to help you, but I'll keep trying, alright? As long as you keep fighting. I mean, come on, you can't—you can't leave me here with Dad. We'd kill each other, you know that. Dean, you've got to hold on. You can't go, man, not now. We were just starting to be brothers again.
11- broken, seether ft. amy lee
I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh I want to hold you high and steal your pain away. I keep your photograph I know it serves me well I want to hold you high and steal your pain, cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome and I don't feel right when you're gone away. You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore. the worst is over now and we can breathe again I want to hold you high and steal my pain away. there's so much laughter now and no more left to fight, I want to hold you high and steal your pain, cause I'm broken
Sam: You mean you dated someone? For more than one night?
Dean: Am I speaking in a language you're not getting here?
12- can I have a kiss, kelly clarkson
excuse me for this I just want a kiss, I just want to know what it feels like to touch something so pure, something I'm so sure of what it feels like to stand outside your door. I'm unworthy I can see you're above me, but I can be lovely given the chance. don't move I want to remember you just like this, don't move it's only a breath or two between our lips. I know why you left I can't blame you myself it must hard to live with ghosts in such an empty shell. I tried to warn you , been a mess since you've know me. I can't promise forever but I'm working on it.\
Dean When you were little, couldn't have been more than five, you just started asking questions. How come we didn't have a mom. Why did we always have to move around. Where's Dad. I remember I begged you. 'Quit asking, Sammy. You don't want to know.' I just wanted you to be a kid. Just for a little while longer. Always tried to protect you. Keep you safe. Dad didn't even have to tell me. It's just always my responsibility, you know? It's like I had one job. I had one job, and I screwed it up. I blew it, and for that, I'm sorry. I guess that’s what I do. I let down the people I love. Y’know, I let Dad down, and now I guess I’m just supposed to let you down, too. How can I? How am I supposed to live with that? What am I supposed to do? Sammy? What am I supposed to do?
13- hemorrage (in my hands), fuel
Memories are just where you laid them dragging the water till the depths give up their dead. what did you expect to find, was it something you left behind? don't you remember anything I said when I said don't fall away and leave me to myself, don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again, love lies bleeding.